Monday, October 29, 2012

"How do I live without you?"


我们的开始在这旋律之中,结束里却没出现过。

"How do I live without you?"

“没有你,怎么办?”

我们俩分开后独自生活,

撕心裂肺之后一切如常,

没有说少了谁就不能活。


爸爸。

一到家门口,见爸呆呆地坐在门口。

对爸喊道:“爸,我回来了。”

爸沉重的声音:“嗯。”

进了门,爸把门拉上后用半幽默的语气道:“都在再等你回来啊。”

过后才知道原来爸得了重感冒,声音才那么沉。

但虽如此,还是坐在门口等儿子回来。

这一份感动,在我心里无与伦比。


2012年10月25日
对话于刚到家的傍晚七时许


久违的疯狂。

今天突然下雨,
也突然地跑去淋雨。

还以为离疯狂远了。
原来遇上对的人,
疯狂也变得理所当然。

也许,
生活沾上几回疯狂后,
就变得年轻些。

Sunday, October 21, 2012

熊天平《就爱到这里》



突然地想起这首好久以前的歌,看来缅怀从前还是我一直以来的坏习惯。不同的是这次只是纯粹地怀念起这首歌,与某某的人和事物无关。



释放自己。



伤心了,心伤了。


就哭吧,

那不是罪。




2012年10月21日
突然想贴。

相遇之地。




七夕之约,

相遇之地。

Friday, October 19, 2012

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

很久之前的事。



那是很久之前的事
也不是很久之前的事
只是我将不久之前的事埋藏得似很久之前的事

当我想起时
原来感觉就像一段故事

Monday, October 8, 2012

从双溪大年到亚罗士打。



从双溪大年到亚罗士打,途中随着歌曲的转换心情也跟着变动。

《丝路》第五年的那段路,我会介意走得比第四年好不好。那惰性情怀不断地在新的环境发牢骚,嚷着要回原来的样子就好。一路上看见稻田和火车,心想风景美的地方生活应该不会太差吧。呵呵,应该吧。

《因为爱情》还是不经意想起我们共同喜欢的那首歌曲。一年了,说短不短也还没完全放下。但我知道,我比半年前好很多了,全归时间它的功劳。

《爱久见人心》不经意地想起昨晚那个像极一个很特别的朋友的女生。昨晚聊了很久,还是第一次跟第一次见面的人那么好聊。也许投缘吧,对她也挺有好感的,也会是好的开始吧。

《Carry you home》还是忘不了昨天第一次听见这首歌的感觉,而且还是分享自一个很特别的人。

外面的天很蓝,云很立体,很像那时候的云。眨眼间,我们都第五年了。他的生活开始忙了,不知那性格的他会习惯吗。我们真的第五年了,时间过得好快。一切却还很强烈地仿佛昨日一样。

好可惜没播上《蓝天》,不然也会有UPM那时的回忆浮现。

Sunday, October 7, 2012

结束,开始。



假期结束。

回程。

学年开始。


新学年,一切安好。

Saturday, October 6, 2012

James Blunt - Carry you home



Trouble is her only friend and he's back again.
Makes her body older than it really is.
She says it's high time she went away, 
No one's got much to say in this town.
Trouble is the only way is down.
Down, down.

As strong as you were, tender you go.
I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet, 
I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
I'll carry you home.
If she had wings she would fly away, 
And another day God will give her some.
Trouble is the only way is down.
Down, down.

As strong as you were, tender you go.
I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet, 
I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
I'll carry you home.

And they were all born pretty in New York City tonight, 
And someone's little girl was taken from the world tonight, 
Under the Stars and Stripes.

As strong as you were, tender you go.
I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet, 
I know what it means and I'll carry you home.

As strong as you were, tender you go.
I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet, 
I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
I'll carry you home.

《好久不见》



假期最后一天的早晨
外出回程中
机车缓缓地驶过细雨洒过街头
嘴里哼着张学友的《好久不见》
走到了大路后的巴刹
果然    好久不见

再发个短信给他
“在大路后巴刹。”

一些回忆    不言而喻

To realize...


“The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why.”


― Mark Twain


在报章看见,因为很喜欢,所以记录下来。

找寻,都是一直以来的事,也会一直下去。

直到找到,或结束。

约会遐想。

昨天约了朋友看电影,
出发之际,
脑海突然飘来奇怪的想法。

     “假如今晚约的是她,该多好。”

以前懦弱地错过。
假如再有机会,
我告诉自己一定不会再错过。


Monday, October 1, 2012